Friday evening we had drumline auditions in Hill Hall. It was the start of the weekend long drumcamp in which we would prepare for the upcoming marching season and place new members in their appropriate positions on the line. It was a ton of fun, my best friends at UNC are on the Drumline and it was great getting to see them all again. There was a little drama however though.
I broke up with my ex-gf a little over a month ago. We came together through drumline, she plays bass, I play snare. We were together for about 7 months before I decided we needed to go our seperate ways. We still love each other and are very good friends, I just got a little scared when she started talking about marrying me and such. I could definitely see me spending my life with her, and it would be really good, but I just got freaked out thinking about that level of commitment, I guess most guys my age probably would. I decided I wanted to experience more, maybe more of a variety is what I'm trying to say, before I settle down. It was very difficult to explain that to her, she's a year ahead of me so she's gotten to be single a long time and was ready to find a deep commitment. It's very complicated still loving somone who you need to only be friends with so that you can experience a myriad of new things and make friends you may not have made before. I think we need to stay apart though, she was planning on not going abroad to Australia just so she wouldn't have to leave me, and now she can do that. I think that though this was a very difficult step for us, it will make us much more mature in the long run. This may sound corny, but I'm sure if it was meant to be, then we will find each other again in the future, and everything will work out perfectly.